NAKEEL

This feeling is killing me

I want you so bad

So bad that it hurts

Hurts because I can’t have enough of you

Hurts because not all are wishing me well

Can you feel it?

My tears ain’t drying

I want to live in the deep

It always shows in your eyes

Every corner every blink

Sprawled on your face

Don’t hate me

It’s my inner feeling coming out

Let me stand out and say

I love you.

Heavy breaths is all one can hear
There is no blinking
There is no closing of the eyes
There are no words
This is it
Its strong
Its powerful
Its blowing me away
Its consuming my inner self
Its hungry and ready to finish me
The ice is melting quicker than I expected
I cant believe it

My mind is in denial but the heart is sure
This is what it wants
Let yourself free to be consumed
Because you worthy to be

Ooh I miss the feeling yes the fire that burns us
Your touch your breath and the feel of your tongue all over me
Your strong hands carrying me from one destination to another
Your eyes burning mine with desire
Yes the gaze you giving me is killing my inner self
Yes you have just spewed what I was hiding
You have consumed me
Now I let myself to be ashes and live in this story of you.

As people are singing lullabies and calling on leaders to sort their gluttony. The common man suffering are still piling up.
Couldn't believe just the other day when I stopped at the supermarket. Instead of my usual budget cash I had to add more money in order for my usual shopping to be.

An example: A packet of maize flour the 2kg is now ranging from Sh 62-82 depending on your taste. Bread if you love it like me then start quiting and look for cassavas is Sh 35. Yes that one which once cost 5 bob.

Central Bank governor says the current inflation is "Temporary". Tell me in which Kenya has prices ever gone up for a short time and dropped when things looked OK. As far as I know since the day oil prices were reported to have shot up every public transport vehicle hiked fares after sometime it came down there was no reduction and when it went up again there was another hike.

In less than a three weeks when the 40 hyenas will be named start counting double taxes to everything and in this age where majority of Kenyan families live under Sh 64 a day brace yourselves for hard times. If your employer doesn't know the term salary reviewing you finished and even when that salary is reviewed there is no way we going to have a better life.

The rich don't have any mercy for the poor. We doomed.

I so agree with her they are a white-collar job within another.

As someone once told me a relationship is 80% - 20%.

Please expand: One gets a partner who is giving her/him 80% and that’s like everything you have been looking for the most important. But there is that part that is not fulfilled mostly the naughty side the outdoor side which most people don't the good head the wild sex the rubbing of feet just when relaxing yes those things that you wish your partner might one time realize you so need. After a long wait you find they will never see it so you get out in search of the 20% and you get it.
There you very happy because finally you have found what was missing.

So was left TOL: what will happen when the giver of 80% finds out there is the 20% and being the bigger part owner they leave. Automatically you are a looser and the 20% will realize they have just been a topping.

Sometimes you never realize how much you have worked in a relationship till something happens and you are like this is how I had done.

At the end of the day you know what you want fully and if you aren’t getting it make your partner work and give it to you. Relationships are sacrifices and if one is not worthy your sacrifice then don’t go further. But it will never be fair for one to work while the other is not that’s just a ticket for quits.

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NOTE: The dude called Steve I don’t want to be dragged in your wars. This is my blog, which as you said is full of inane things. If you don’t like it spare me your nonsense am so grown up for stupid fights with you and here you not getting any airtime. Whatever you feel keep it. My single motherhood concerns you nothing haven’t come borrowing for diapers or some quickie to you. Wherever I enjoyed it doesn’t concern you too. If this is the first time you getting free Internet at your disposal start your own blog and write like a super human the silly ones like me can come and learn from there. You write your nonsense again am blocking you forever.