Strange
Thursday, March 13, 2008 by Nakeel
So yesterday I received a call at 11pm. It was still play time so was not yet asleep.
The conversation goes on then normally when someone calls you you expect them to tell you something like I was just checking on you and blah blah blah but this call was so strange.
It has been a longtime since I heard from him. He was out to tell me what he had never told me before. What he felt he missed to tell me. He very well knows what I feel for him. A very good friend he is to me.
He knows my position today and that it cant be reversed. He wants me to drop everything and take his hand start something with him.
That's very silly of you how can you think you can just pull over like a car and say hop in.. Stop.
Today when I opened my mailbox I see this:
This was the place of our first date
It was a place we loved
That was the place we laughed
Where we had so much fun
There was the place I met her
That's where we fell in love
And it was the place where she broke my heart
So how do I tell this story
Or someone I love so much
When she lost her feelings for me
Oh how I miss her touch
Have you ever loved someone so much
It hurts like hell
To see the love that she once gave to you
She gives to someone else
Have you ever, ever, ever, ever loved
To find yourself
To see the love that she gave
The love you made
The joys and praise
She saved for someone else
She was a girl called beautiful
And I was so proud of she
How could a girl like her
Be with someone like me
There was a time I had her heart
And oh what a time it was
But I never thought that time
Would take my one true love
So how do I tell this story
'Bout someone I love so much
She lost her feelings for me
Oh how I need her touch
That's Az Yet song Saved for someone else. How dare he?
When you loose something you lose forever and that should never pain you accept its gone.
I need a warm water massage now and relax with some mango juice watching the sun go down with my littleangel on my lap pulling nose and bitting my lips.
The conversation goes on then normally when someone calls you you expect them to tell you something like I was just checking on you and blah blah blah but this call was so strange.
It has been a longtime since I heard from him. He was out to tell me what he had never told me before. What he felt he missed to tell me. He very well knows what I feel for him. A very good friend he is to me.
He knows my position today and that it cant be reversed. He wants me to drop everything and take his hand start something with him.
That's very silly of you how can you think you can just pull over like a car and say hop in.. Stop.
Today when I opened my mailbox I see this:
This was the place of our first date
It was a place we loved
That was the place we laughed
Where we had so much fun
There was the place I met her
That's where we fell in love
And it was the place where she broke my heart
So how do I tell this story
Or someone I love so much
When she lost her feelings for me
Oh how I miss her touch
Have you ever loved someone so much
It hurts like hell
To see the love that she once gave to you
She gives to someone else
Have you ever, ever, ever, ever loved
To find yourself
To see the love that she gave
The love you made
The joys and praise
She saved for someone else
She was a girl called beautiful
And I was so proud of she
How could a girl like her
Be with someone like me
There was a time I had her heart
And oh what a time it was
But I never thought that time
Would take my one true love
So how do I tell this story
'Bout someone I love so much
She lost her feelings for me
Oh how I need her touch
That's Az Yet song Saved for someone else. How dare he?
When you loose something you lose forever and that should never pain you accept its gone.
I need a warm water massage now and relax with some mango juice watching the sun go down with my littleangel on my lap pulling nose and bitting my lips.
Damn, give a brother props, it should have been even better face to face. Its all in the delivery.
"Back to old school loving?
Back in the day a man would treat a woman like he knew he should,
On the phone all night till morning light, surprising her."
Love is a risk - (drop everything?) Good luck at least he called and you have a choice.
Maybe time for 2nd chances... (where am i going with this?)
I agree with Eff Dee Eye.Second chances are all we have in life at times there is very little you can do to undo the past apart from this.
Unless he committed a cardinal sin in your books...
so I started reading the e-mail as an e-mail and the suddenly I knew what was coming next before I got to it and I was like- this is a song. Infact this is AZ YET.
I think that sometimes we have to lose something before we know it's worth to us- that may be what happened to the dude.He had, he loved and then he decided to lose and now he wants "back at one" (I just had to do that)
What you do is really your call (like you didn't know that)-I have been told by "them" a long time ago-If someone hurts you once it's their fault.If they hurt you twice it's your fault.
But forgiveness is for everyone.
@eff: Chante Moore - Old School Loving. Thank you for taking me back there.
I agree with giving the brother a chance.
My 2 cents
forgiveness is muhimu, but as for second chances, here's my problem with second chances, will it ever be the same as the first time round? if he hurt you, with the second chance will you really 100% trust him not to hurt you?
yeah true, depends on the 'sin', lakini..eish
ukipoteza umepoteza, kubali, accept and move on. whoever's loss it is, live with it.
pengele mbee zangu...
Haki when I was in the 2nd part of the email I was like "this sounds like a song" and kumbe it is! No prollem with that if it means something to him! Buuuut me (I ) have issues with people who come and go like a yo yo! what is the guarantee that if you let him in he will not go again? I don't know there are no guarantees in life but.....
my advice is be fair to your heart!
me thinks he needs to let you get used to the idea of him being around. then again it depends if you have made up your mind or not.
Sometimes, you can't go back and redo the past coz history will haunt you. But I guess the guy has some hope.
Maombi. Prayers. Mahoya!
"He knows my position today and that it cant be reversed. He wants me to drop everything and take his hand start something with him."
Am I missing something here? There's something going in ua life an an X pulls over and expects u to hop in! Are u happy with what you have, if yes, don't rip that apart.
But stay true to yaself.